Sunday, November 22, 2009

Will you be there tomorrow ??

This sun will be quite the same,
Nights will ever so quickly fade away...
Around me, life will go on, day in, day out,
While everything else survives and stays,
Will you be there tomorrow...


Through the sadness and joy,
through this heat and  rain...
With changing times, few things stay unchanged,
Of those precious few things that make life special,
Will you be there tomorrow...


Unseen, unheard, unread these lines,
Been days since i last felt this way ...
No Past, no future, no way to the back,
Will you turn my tomorrow, into this day today...
Of all the souls that smile and pray,
Will you be there tomorrow...



No grief, no sighs, but a dream of joy,
When i shift between this day and the last...
Will you be there to hold me when i falter,
to give me strength, to hold me together,
To be with me in smiles and sorrow...
When all back out, 
Will you be there tomorrow...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Move On ... Ahead...

All your secrets laugh at you when you sit there alone in silence. No thought can keep you warm when the cold you feel is enormous.You are almost scared to know that you're always on someone's mind.
Sometimes you lay there wondering if it matters at all, or is it just a thought that will drift away in time.  
Somedays you walk the lanes and think should you just be happy for you, or for them, or should you just pin yourself to the couch and get yourself to do what you were doing, what you've always been doing ...

Sometimes things stick to you and you feel happy, and then the glue dies out and you lay crying. Sometimes you sit there, all smiling and walk up to it, and then pluck it out and feel sorry. At times you just sit around and watch everything just falling.

Keeping yourself and everyone around happy... Wish that was easy.

When you cant give someone the happiness they deserve, you should not hold the power to take away any part of it.
Irony is, the more you want to keep them happy, the more you hold a power to hurt them. The more you sit and watch happiness, the more you're letting it fall.


Let life go on, the way it does, at the pace it does...Let it give you things you deserve, let it give you a chance to glow in the sunshine, let it get rid of the cold within you. Let life write it's story for you... Work towards a better you, work tirelessly for them. Give people as much as you can., as long as you can.


Let time take you where you are destined to. Falling and failing are no options. Gather courage, Move On ... Ahead... 
and as they say-


"If you cannot find the brighter side, polish the darker side"

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Would this last, would that end...

Walking an empty lane,
all along alone...
In silence i hum a song,
all on my own...

Whites on my way,
cheer me up as i go...
Black all hands at bay,
Keep me at my toes...

I am not  hurt, and i ain't lost,
not smashed, not cursed,not burnt, nor shot...
Somedays it just comes easy,
Most days i end up lost...

Drawing me into submission,
above me stands an angel from heaven...
she closes my eyes and tucks me down,
and sings for me all night long...

I peek and smile and peek again,
running into a brighter lane...
wake up to find i haven't slept
I cover myself again and feel blessed...

I close my eyes, to sleep again,
Feel perturbed but try to pretend...
ward off the distant troubled thought,
would this last and would that end...

All thoughts in my mind and nothing less,
Nothing more than what it seems...
I stop there and walk and stop again,
In silence i hum the song again...

And i run and run, and slow down then,
In silence i stand as the song ends...
And then the thoughts all cease to rain,
I start to build my sleep again...

Just keep the thoughts all injected,
With tired songs in tired tones...
I stand there and i watch her go,
And i stand there,all over again, all alone...
Something stays at the back of my mind,
The song that plays all over again !!!


Monday, November 16, 2009

Past : Etched and Across...

Good Times pass you by in a blitz . . . You close your eyes and visualize a brighter day, a brighter you and a brighter world around you... Not that the world suddenly has turned dull or gloomy, it's just that things from the past tend to tug to you more intensely once they actually pass you by...

It all seems like yesterday when you last cursed your buddy for a goal he scored against you in a "Professional mode". FIFA '08 just draws me back to those days... You crack an absolute stunner of a shot right past the opponents' goal and look around in amazement...and you see no one else around you.

It takes you back to your past when you watch "ROCK ON"  in a crowded theater and you feel like shouting with excitement at a scene... and you turn around and find yourself alone . . . Imagine watching the same movie with the "gang" and literally rocking with each frame. Inexplicable,  isn't it?

It makes you feel stupid when you sleep and sleep and expect someone to wake you up and tell you to join them on a tea treat... Stupid, coz you wake up on your own with no one waiting.

But i guess that's what life takes away from you when it gives you a  present that you once prayed for. Nothing's perfect in the present but then perfect would make life boring...

All's well and all will be well ... But that's when the words reach you ...

"Zindagi milegi na dobara"