via Heartbeats . . .

Hands on my heart, eyes shut.
Dreaming of you. Smiling, via Heartbeats . . .
Cell phone in a hand,  waiting for your call.
Waiting for you. Sighing, via Heartbeats . . .

I see you next to me, no dream this time
You lie there holding my hand. . .
I tuck you in, i watch you sleep
I see your eyes flicker. Searching for me, via Heartbeats . . .

All looks bright when i wake up.
I see your shadow across the door . . .
See you shying away from me.
See you smiling as you move. Laughing, via Heartbeats . . .

I reach for you and touch your hand.
Seems like all the world's come down... come down to my heaven.
They wave at us, giggle around.
They touch us as we kiss. Blessing us , via Heartbeats . . .

We part, we meet, we fight, we repeat.
Can't wait for the life i want . . .
Can't wait for the nights i'll be with you . . .
Can't wait for the days to come.
No when, no why, just love in life . . .
Just me being good, you being better . . . you being by my side . . .

The beautiful life that makes us smile. Feeling you . . . via Heartbeats.
For now i sleep, i dream of you. Closer to you . . .  via Heartbeats.

Aaromale. . .

Wish i'd known more... seems difficult to comprehend.

The pain, the moments, the magic of it....

A string so fragile, strengthened over time, broken as well.

Wish i'd been stronger...could answer your when, how, where and why?

I fail to adapt, to learn, to improve...

In your love, from your questions, from your expectations, from your caring.

But when the rain comes down and i see your face trembling...

I could just hold you till the end of everything.

People seem estranged, as i lie under this saddened sky...

Head full of words, full of thoughts. Nothing more than just words, just thoughts.

Wish i could just go back to the wilderness, to my summer of wither...

Or wish i could see the future, wish i could see you there.

I say a few words, they go unheard... and i sit in silence, moments gone...

I'm left there saddened, and i wait for my turn.

But when i see you there, smiling or fuming...i see you there caring, or scolding...

I can wait all my life in silence.Can wait till the end of everything.

I make the same mistakes, i voice the same nonsense...

I know it hurts you somewhere, and i end up picking the pieces of the mess i made.

But when i hear your voice saying you love me, i feel blessed, feel glad...

I could love you till i end, could love you till the end of everything.

P.S. "Aaromale" translates to O Beloved ! 

Love, Hate and Repair ...

Not that tonight's any different,
me, you, this room and the lights on ...
Faint music playing in pretense,
me, you, this room and the lights on ...

Love this, hate this, can't get around it,
Love this, hate this, can't get beyond this...
Things i discard, i destroy...Wish i could just repair,
Love this, hate this... wish i could just repair...

Not that tomorrow's coming early,
me, you and a room so different ...
In silence we smile, we fight, we care,
me, you and a room so different ...

Love this, Hate this, can't live without it,
Love this, Hate this, can't grow without it...
Things i retain, I remember... stays within undisturbed,
Love this, Hate this... wish i could just repair...

Defines me now, wish it decided for me as well...
Always with me, Love, Hate and Repair ...
Me, you ... somewhere, surrounded by no one,

Love this, Hate this... Wish i could just repair...

Take Anything from Me . . .

I know you hate this fact,
Letting me be, a distant tale, a memory...
Surrounded by my void,
You stand there, patient but wary...
Wrong in my head, my mind,my words..
Night descends, and i cant sleep,
Hard to believe but i will be there...
Take Anything you want, anything from me...

I pretend, i lay low, i stand in misery...
I know i close all the time, i intend to reappear,
I can make my way out of here,
And you stand on the edge, all to disappear...
Dream Less, Talk less, Be less...
Not what i mean to be...
Hard to believe but i will be there...
Take Anything you want, anything from me...

Rid yourself of the nonchalance
Turn around, Walk away from me...
It happens all the time,
Understand and forget, forget the worst of me...
You may be right and i may never be..
Set yourself right, set yourself free...
Take anything you want, Take All of Me...